Track 02
"I'm starving on a full stomach — choking on the excess"
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The United States has the highest rate of material consumption in human history — and also some of the highest rates of depression, loneliness, and reported meaninglessness. We have more square footage per person, more cars per household, more food than we can eat, more entertainment than we can watch — and we are profoundly, structurally unhappy. The economic system that produces abundance is the same system that destroys the conditions for meaning: community, purpose, craft, belonging, and the sense that what you do matters.
This song is about the specific feeling of having everything you were told you needed and still feeling empty. It is not a song of judgment. It is a song of recognition.
The music is deliberately slow and heavy — almost luxurious in its sadness. The production is lush and expensive-sounding, which is itself part of the point. This is what emptiness sounds like when it has a high production budget.
"What is the thing you keep acquiring that you thought would finally be enough?"
THE APPETITE MACHINE
Delano Media